WORDS OF A WINTER SOLDIER

    Now we are told that the men who fought there must watch quietly while American lives are lost so that we can exercise the incredible arrogance of Vietnamizing the Vietnamese.
    Each day to facilitate the process by which the United States washes her hands of Vietnam someone has to give up his life so that the United States doesn't have to admit something the entire world already knows, so that we can't say we have made a mistake. Someone has to die so that President Nixon won't be, and these are his words, "the first president to lose a war."  
    We are asking Americans to think about that because: how do you ask a man to be the last man to die in Vietnam? How do you ask a man to be the last man to die for a mistake? But we are trying to do that, and we are doing it with thousands of rationalizations, and if you read carefully the president's last speech to the people of this country, you can see that he says, and says clearly, "but the issue, gentlemen, the issue is communism, and the question is whether or not we will leave that country to the communists or whether or not we will try to give it hope to be a free people." But the point is they are not a free people now under us, they are not a free people, and we cannot fight communism all over the world. I think we should have learned that lesson by now.
    But the problem of veterans goes beyond this personal problem, because you think about a poster in this country with a picture of Uncle Sam and the picture says, "I want you." And a young man comes out of high school and says, "That is fine, I am going to serve my country," and he goes to Vietnam and he shoots and he kills and he does his job or maybe he doesn't kill, maybe he just goes and he comes back, and when he gets back to this country he finds that he isn't really wanted, because the largest employment figure in the country - it varies depending on whom you get it from, the VA Administration fifteen percent, various other sources twenty-two percent - the largest corps of unemployed in this country are veterans of this war, and of those veterans thirty-three percent of the unemployed are black. That means one out of every ten of the nation's unemployed is a veteran of Vietnam.
    The hospitals across the country won't or can't meet their demands. It is not a question of not trying, they haven't got the appropriations. A man recently died after he had a tracheotomy in California, not because of the operation, but because there weren't enough personnel to clean the mucus out of his tube and he suffocated to death.
    Another young man just died in a New York VA hospital the other day. A friend of mine was lying in a bed two beds away and tried to help him but he couldn't. He rang a bell and there was nobody there to service that man and so he died of convulsions.
    Fifty-seven percent, I understand fifty-seven percent, of all those entering the VA hospitals talk about suicide. Some twenty-seven percent have tried, and they try because they come back to this country and they have to face what they did in Vietnam, and then they come back and find the indifference of a country that doesn't really care.
    Suddenly we are faced with a very sickening situation in this country because there is no moral indignation and, if there is, it comes from people who are almost exhausted by their past indignations, and I know that many of them are sitting in front of me. The country seems to have lain down and shrugged off something as serious as Laos, just as we calmly shrugged off the loss of seven hundred thousand lives in Pakistan, the so-called greatest disaster of all time.
    But we are here as veterans to say that we think we are in the midst of the greatest disaster of all time now because they are still dying over there, and not just Americans, Vietnamese, and we are rationalizing leaving that country so that those people can go on killing each other for years to come.     Americans seem to have accepted the idea that the war is winding down, at least for Americans, and they have also allowed the bodies which were once used by a president for statistics to prove that we were winning that war to be used as evidence against a man who followed orders and who interpreted those orders no differently than hundreds of other men in Vietnam.
    We veterans can only look with amazement on the fact that this country has been unable to see that there is absolutely no difference between ground troops and a helicopter crew, and yet people have accepted a differentiation fed them by the administration.

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